Should I keep on living the way I am rigth now?
by , 06-21-2010 at 04:01 PM (248 Views)
Waking up,,,,somedays im really reliefed that its summer in Greece now, and I don't have to wear socks,,cause its so difficult to go down to my feet,,,,,,
I also prefer not to wash my face tha time I wake up, its better to do that,,,less painful,,,,,,after 30 min,,
Carrying to much weight? For example my laptop and walking to my lab at the university ,,thats difficulty too,,,
going to the supermarket, an carrying to much weight,,,,walking,,,,,that gets painfull too, especially at a long day at the lab,,,,
sleeping on a bed im not used to, for example on vacations,,,thats painfull too, and I don't feel it only the next day, but even through the night Ive got to turn around, or change position,,very carefully,,
but all that gets worst,,everytime im too tired,,,everytime Ive done too much throughout the day,,,,,
and then of course,,,,the thing I do,,which I shouldn't do,,,wearing my highheals and going out,,u know,,,Im a girl,,,I want to feel nice sometimes,,,,I want to dance,,,,
but after a night like that,,,,,the next day is painfull again,,,,,,
not to mention,,that,,,I can;t sit on every usuall chair,,,I need my special Pillow,,,to keep my spine in the right position,,
without it,,,,,after 15 min of sitting, Im not comfortable anymore,,my back,,and most of all my feet start to hurt,,,and I mean tha nervous isxiaticus,,,,which feels like burning,,,on my feet,,,,,,,
Well,,,,,thats it,,,,,but im like that 7 years now,,,and imagine that the last,,3 years,,,i feel better than the time before,,,,,
Im going to the gym,,doing my back exercises,,and keeping in shape,,,,,,,,never took opioids,,,not even other strong pain killers,,,,,only some paracetamol,,which really didn't have any effect.
I would like to know, how everyone of you is handling the pain????
How are you experiencin "Pain"??????
What is "Pain" for you??????
What kind of Pain made you take the decision to undergo a surgery???????
Pain,,,is so subjective,,,,its so different for everyone,,,,,,,

















