Thank AJJ. Yes it is very much like a grieving process, my family thinks im silly for wanting to work.They keep telling me that they would love to live my life of luxury. Unfortunately that is not how i look at it. I love how you said to look at therapy as my job now. What a wonderful suggestion and i will aim to make it as successful as i possibly can.

Its a relief to know that i will eventually feel better given time. Your post has made me feel very hopeful and i thank you for that